Off the top…

Little thoughts that are rambling around in my mind:

1-It seems like the  9/11 tragedy took place yesterday.  Sounds cliche, but it is so real especially for us living in the metro NY, NJ and PA.

2-I heart Hou.se Hun.ters but really hate Ho.use Hun.ters International.

3-I want Fanta.sia’s new CD badly.  I’m trying to wait for my cousin to return my mom’s copy.  I know as soon as I purchase it, it will show up.

4-Don’t know if I’m interested in RHOA.

5-I prefer twitter over facebook.

6-Speaking of facebook, I have reconnected with some great folks conversly I have had to ignore a few jokers. *Sigh*

7-I am trying hard to track this month’s spending!

8-I am trying hard to not shop for myself!

9-J has a viritual dog.  Her name is Tyesha.  Don’t ask.  My younger cousin set up the dog’s profile.

10-Speaking of #9, why do I find myself walking and feeding Tyesha early in the morning and late at night.

Curls & Cupcakes

I spent most of Saturday preparing for J’s first day of kindergarten.  The day started off with going to get her hair washed and curled.  During the summer, each time I washed her hair I promised her that I would let her wear her hair “out” on the first day of school.  So being a mom of my word, we were off and running.  After 2 hours we had curls!  *Fingers crossed*  I hope we still have curls on Monday morning.

Fast forward to the same evening.  I thought it would be fun for J and I to make cupcakes.  Just J and mommy time.  J had a ball!  She loved adding the water and cracking eggs to the dry mix.  She had a blast using the electric hand mixer to mix up the batter.  Together we prepared the cupcakes and sat-in anticipation of our yummy baked creations.  No tv, computer or phone interruptions just me enjoying quality time with my favorite girl.  After getting frosting all over our hands, we each had one cupcake and we then decided to whom and how we would distribute our cupcakes. 

While writing this post, I wonder if J enjoyed baking with me as much as enjoyed it with her?  Would this become a beginning of the school year tradition?

Whatever the case and however we decide to celebrate the first days of school.  I thoroughly enjoy evenings like this.  They are yummier and sweeter than any freshly baked cupcake.

Gratitude List-#1

A wise woman once suggested that when feeling lonely, down and anxious I should list all those items that I am grateful for.  The other evening I felt a little raw and below is the beginning of my list.

1-my healthy daughter

2-my two parents

3-great supportive family and friends

4-choices

5-my daughter’s laugh

6-school shopping

7-paying off one outstanding bill

8-a crystal blue sky

9-freedom of religion

10-a bla.ck.ber.ry message from a dear cousin

What are you grateful for today?

Fancy Feet

Recent conversation between my 5 year old and her dad:

JJ:   Dad do you see the decorations on my shoes?

Dad:   Yes, they are very nice.

JJ:   You know this one says I love boys!

Dad:   Yeah!

JJ:   Dad, but I only love two boys–you and Jus.tin Bi.eber!

Dad:   You better!  *cheesy smile*

*Sigh, she is such a daddy’s girl*

A new season

I heart this time of year.

The fall is a time that school starts and leaves fall from the trees…a time of new beginnings and great anticipation.  Personally, I am so excited that JJ is beginning kindergarten. I am so hyped! Last night, we met her kindergarten teacher and I don’t know whose smile was wider hers, mine or her dad.

Finally, I feel like that she and I are finally getting into a groove. While she learning to read and write.  I am learning self acceptance and independence. 

Should I mention that I have signed up for a few PTA committees and JJ will start soccer, swimming classes and Sunday school. Side bar, I guess I am officially a soccer mom.  Wow!

What fun does the fall bring?  New beginnings with great anticipation…fall I am ready.